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i really admire people who can speak up. who are not scared to tell d truth, putting their life on d line. i look up at them, wonder when will i look up to myself...

so tempting, but then i just can't and it feels shit!
"akong nawong ron":
disappointed disappointed
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teacher nako c jigs.... today is my 4th day of practice. jigs promised me na mo adto na mi farmer jack (d nearest store sa hotel) para ma test dw if oks na ba ko na naay mga laing sakyanan nag sunod... so oks, we went to farmer jack. thank God nakarating kmi ng maayos. almost perfect na daw sabi ni jigs. when we went back to the hotel, parking & backing namn ako nag concentrate, after an hour, i told jigs na labas ulit kami sa hotel. drive ulit ako papuntang farmer jack. again, off we went. nang malapit na kmi sa farmer jack, jig said, "don't turn, diretso lang." i got confused... vakit??? ingon cya, "drive lang... so okay 40 ung speed limit, but d ko na notice 60 na ako, anyway, isa pang bloopers, na feel ko na mdyo maluwang ung chest ko... kaya pala! wla akong seatbelt. as soon as i realized, i told jigs, "siyet, wla ko seatbealt." c jigs ratolon as usual, nagkabuang taud sa akong seatbelt. ng ikis akong dagan gamay... cge nako katawa. hahay... nah nahibong cguro to ang gasunod namo na car. abi pa lng nag unsa mi k c jigs ng cge kab-ot sa akong seatbelt nya ga ikis akong pg drive. again, thank God, nakaabot jud mi meijer.

kay nanong wla daan ko gi briefing na sa meijer di ay ko dal-on. wla nuon nako na set akong mind. char!

hehehe... pg balik k c jigs na ang nag drive. gikuyawan. hahaha!!!

hay bahala namo sabot sa akong post. kapoy think ^_^
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got these questions from Bo Sanchez' book "How to Find Your One True Love"
according to Bo, i need to ask myself these following questions. he said these will help a lot. cge nga try ko...

1. What is my purpose in life?

- ano nga ba? hmmnnn.. hirap to ah! let see... well, d 1st three that popped into my head were, "to live, to love and to serve." d ba masyadong malalim? isa-isahin ko kaya...

to live - syempre, para magawa ko ang to love and to serve, i need to stay alive! hehehe...

to love - hay sobrang martir ko nga eh. love na lang ako ng love. kahit hindi ibinabalik sa akin, okay lang ako. yan tuloy, inaabusohan palagi.

to serve - i like giving. kahit wla akong makuhang kapalit... i'm most happy when i feel that i'm needed. so, serving is no prob to me.

2. what makes me really happy?

- mababaw lang namn ung happiness ko. when i see people around me are happy, okay na ako. if my parents and sister are okay, wla na akong worries. ung mga pets ko rin... makita ko lang clang healthy, happy na ako. makita ko lang cla actually, oks na ako.

- btw, there's 1 guy ho used to make my day complete/happy. "used nga ba?" hehehe... actually, he still completes my day. kahit hindi na kmi, when i see some msgs on my phone that r from him, oks na ako... i do look for it pg wala. i still long for him pa rin pala. hahay... well, if ever someday, we get back to each other, i just hope it's for forever...

3. what makes me angrier than anything else?

- madali lang uminit ang ulo ko, but then madali ring lumamig. as always, a sincere apology can appease me.

- anyway, mistaken/misjudged, shouted, insulted, embarrased and "bastosin" n front of many pipol ang mga gawaing naka papa-boiling point ng dugo ko.

4. what am i most afraid of?

- losing the ones i love or just seeing them hurt... i'm scared of it. really, really scared...

5. what are my deepest needs?

- love... that's all i wanted. i want to be loved too.

6. do i love myself?

- i don't i guess. i let myself be hurt always. i never had the chance to make it my priority. i even sometimes forget "me". silly huh!

7. how do i love myself?

- i haven't yet...
"akong nawong ron":
drunk drunk
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wla ko na gi gagmay k dili dan kler ang camera ni ernie. wla niya na ayo set. hahay... myna lang guapa mi. k ra gihapon ang kuha sa pics. hehehe...

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1. do you talk in your sleep?
- i was sleeping, so how d hell do i know...

2. What's your current problem?
- heart ek-ek!

3. what would you name your daughter?
- TAMARA... Mark Apao wants to give this name to his daughter too.

4. What is your current relationship status?
- bull!

5.Honestly, does your crush like you back?
- kinsa na crush? marami kasi cla... isa lang ang alam kung may gusto din sa akin, but he's a shit, so 4get it!

6. What is your current mood?
- damned!

7. What do you love most?
- my work. char!

8. What makes you happy?
- simple things make me happy, but i'll be happy most if d 1 i love will love me back too.

9. Are you musically inclined?
- super!

10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be and why?
- nothing... i've learned that my past had made me a better person that i am now.

11. If you had to be an animal for one day, what would you be?
- i'd like to be me... am i not an animal? i'm konpyus!

12. Ever had a near death experience?
- ya... back when i was in high school. if i hadn't get back into my senses, i would have been long dead. a
truck would have overun me. i was in shock for a second. i saw a puppy crossed the street & was hit by a jeep.
i went blank. i almost passed out in the middle of the road.

13. Name something you do a lot?

- i always listen to songs on my mp3...

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
- Mahal Naman Kita by Jamie Rivera

15. Whom did you copy and paste this from?
- Ailyn Ocaya

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you.
- Ferdinand E. Marcos

17. What was the last gift you received?
- Birthday Card hugs and kisses!

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
- yeah... back when i was in high school when we had our campaign. i couldn't hear my voice. i was so

19. pan de sal or monay?
- pandesal

20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
- these two goes all the time... body & height

21 - 24: Enumeration. Favorite movies?

- sassy girl

- secret garden

- brave heart

- i am sam

25. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows?
- ya!

26. Do you have braces?

- i used to have retainers... it didn't last though. can't eat well. it was painful eveytime i chew!

27. Are you comfortable with your weight?

- uhuh!

28. Do you speak any other languages?

- basic nihonggo & a little chi...

29. What's your favorite smell?

- scent ni kuan!

30. who do you think will re-post this?

- wla na k wla namn ko pasahan...
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Got this from ylan's blogspot. tubag pud ko.

Subject: 4 things about me....

Things about me - things you may or may not have known about me in no particular order.

A) Four jobs I have had in my life (that some people may not know):

• Cashier
• Material Control Dept Office Clerk
• Encoder/Auditor
• Software Validation

B) Four movies I would watch over and over

• Brave Heart
• How To Loose A Guy In 10 Days
• Sweet Home Alabama
• 50 First Dates
• The following are not movies, but i can watch them everyday without losing interest: Naruto, HunterXHunter, Bleach & Full

C) Four places where I have lived

• Bacolod, Phils
• Cebu, Phils
• Michigan, USA
• Japan/London (sana nga!)

D) Four television shows I watch

• I'm not into TV shows... kung may feel lang akong palabas yan pa ako manunuod ng tv. i usually buy CDs/DVDs kasi.

E) Four places I have been on vacation

• IloIlo Phils
• Bohol Phils
• Camotes Islands Phils
• Chicago (vacation ba ang 1 day?)

F) Websites I visit daily

• my blog
• my livejournal
• my friend's blog
• yahoo music

G) Four of my favorite foods

• pizzas & pastas
• seafoods
• grilled meat
• thai foods

H) Four places I would rather be right now

• Japan
• Korea
• Europe
• Australia
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may pa akong sis, minyo na! ako wen pa? naks! nita sa di ay ko groom. hahay... naa pa diri akong ex ay. remembrance di ay ni.
"nasaan na ang pangako mo noong sinusuyo ako... anong tamis, anong lambing binibigkas nang labi mo." toink!

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i had read some1's blog & i learned that she's now base in japan. geez... i feel envy. when pa ko? wish i cud work in japan too. actually, dugay na unta, but back then dili pa ko willing k there's some1 i don't want to leave... hahay... dghan di ay ko opportunity na na miss da. anyway, cge na lang oi. past is past.

oh well, karon na i'm free, how i wish matuman ko na ang dream ko. dapat maka go na jud ko japan!
Hala please lang hear my prayer, Lord. gai nako xtra money para kalupad nko sa japan. para d nako masuya k brian cge yawyaw bout my dream country. waahhh...

promis, ma explore ko ako lang. ma adventure ko 2 d max!!!!

then gamay pa na grasya, next stop is Korea. hehehe...
mayta dili pa c randall mg resign sa Seoul para pag mg visit ko Korea, my puy-an ko na libre :)

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taken this from Ella Rose' blog, "Finding a new love while on a relationship is not, as in never, an accident. It is well thought of, planned and then executed. With the full knowledge na may masasaktan siyang iba. Maraming papalag sa sinabi kong ito, alam ko."

hahay kani jud c Ella murag c Mariah Carey n my life. all songs ata ni Mariah maka relate ko. every time mo release cya song, naa jud happening sa akong life na pd ko ma theme song iyang knta. karon naman c ella, iyang mga post sa iyang blog, maigo ko pirmi. what ba!

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End Of The Line

All alone I wait for you
As darkness fills this room
I don't know why you ain't called

Little things you used to do
There no longer part of you
Seems you left them all behind

Well I can't believe what I'm going through
This thing it, just ain't right
Your selfish ways, how you carry on
Somethings you just can't hide

(If you want me to go) Then Say It
(Want me to stay) Then show it
(Don't be afraid) Oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, If I'm right then we've come to the end of the line
So Say It
(Want me to stay) Then show it
(Don't be afraid) Oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, If I'm right then we've come to the end of the line
Ooh Ooh
Oh Yeah

Seems like I can't do you right
All I do or say is wrong
All the smallest thing critisised

I deserve some damn respect
Nothing more and nothing less
Don't pretend everythings fine

Don't hold it back if its in your heart
Stand up and be a man
Can't read your mind
So I just say aloud
I'm trying to understand

(If you want me to go) Then Say It
(Want me to stay) Then show it
(Don't be afraid) Oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, If I'm right then we've come to the end of the line
So Say It
(Want me to stay) Then show it
(Don't be afraid) Oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, If I'm right then we've come to the end of the line

Even though you've been doing me wrong I still care
Do you think that by treating me cruel that somehow I'll disappear?
Baby I love you too much just to walk away
Don't make me hate you
Baby you've got to be

(If you want me to go) Then Say It
(Want me to stay) Don't be afraid baby show it
(Don't be afraid) Don't be afraid oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, If I'm right then we've come to the end of the line
Ooh Oooh
(Want me to stay) Oh baby show it
(Don't be afraid) Don't be afraid oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, If I'm right then we've come to the end of the line

Come to the end of the line (Oooh Oooh)
We've come to the end of the line
Come to the end of the line (Oh baby)
We've come to the end of the line (line)
Come to the end of the line
We've come to the end of the line
Come to the end of the line (line)
We've come to the end of the line (oooh oooh)
Come to the end of the line (oh the end of the line)

We've come to the end of the line
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theme song ko. hehehe...

Unfaithful by Rihanna

Story of my life,
searching for the right,
but it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul,
'cause it seems that wrong really loves my company
He's more than a man, and this is more than love the reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in, because I'm gone again and to him I just can't be true –

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't want to do this anymore,
I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be, a murderer

I feel it in the air, as I'm doin' my hair, preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek, as he reluctantly as if I'm gonna be out late
I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls."
A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know, where I'm about to go and we know it very well
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be a murderer,

Our love, his trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with, I don't want to do this anymore --whoa-oooh-- anymore

And I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life I don't want to be a murderer -- ooh
A murderer No, No, No, Yeah, Yeah
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i got this from Ella's blog... as usual, i can relate on her entry so copy na lng ako kesa mg compose pa ako. i'll put na lng my comments...

bw*sit! i should have read this earlier. sana hindi ko pa na hate self ko ngayon.

She loves me….. she loves me not!
Filed under: ella ganda hehehe — ellarose @ 9:15 am
Intruder said….

……..And one more thing, girls always remember this mahirap manligaw lalo na’t seryoso ang mga lalaki kaya hwag na kayong magpacute2 at pahirapan pa kami. If you feel the sincerity of the guy and you like him, go na. Ba’t pa patatagalin, its just a waste of precious time. I think.” -

Mellany: gago! seryos urself! hindi kami ng papa cute noh! we want security lang. iba lang talaga ang dating pg sinabiahn nyo kmi ng "i love you." tangs!

Mel said…

Ella, Ella.. share ko lang.

Talagang may mga nage-exist na Mr. Play-it-Safe. I met one and I even confessed my real feelings for him kasi pinatatagal pa nya masyado. It was too obvious already na we liked each other, and I was dropping hints and showing signs na parang, ‘Come on, ask me out! Now na!’. At last he courted me pero hindi naging kami kasi I felt like a total loser dahil nga sa ginawa ko.

Mellany: waaahhh... i can so relate! arrgghhh...those were the days!


Above are very good examples of “Women are from Venus, men are from Mars.”

Mukhang nababad na yata tayo sa pag-ibig, ah. Well, ika nga nila (sino kayang sila?), love is universal, the only language all human beings understand. At least hindi ito bading o text lingo, noh!!

My dear intruder, relax ka lang hehehe. Hindi ba sabi ng lolo mo, mas masarap kainin ang prutas na pinaghirapan mong pitasin? Eh kung ako ang niligawan mo ngayon, tapos sinagot kita ngayon din, baka naman ikaw ang biglang umatras hahaha!

Hindi pa natatapos ang tanong mo eh, biglang gelpren mo na ako? I am very sure hindi ka rin magkakaroon ng peace of mind. Like you will be debating with yourself what name to call me. A slut, a whore or a biatch mwahahaha! (Joke, dear)

Mel, I can relate to your experience at naiintindihan ko kung bakit nakakawala ng dignidad ‘yan. Isa lang ang masasabi ko kay Mr. Play-it-safe. Dahil sa pag-iinarte niya, he lost one hell of a girl there. He didn’t get to have you.

I know, I know, hindi na uso ang pakipot ngayon but some guys get the wrong signals. When we say “I don’t want to go out on a date with you”, it means just that. I dont want to go out on a date with you! Hindi “playing hard to get”, hindi pa-importante, hindi pakipot, hindi nag-iinarte. You are just not my type, period.

Sa isang banda, hindi rin namin maintindihan kung saan kami pupunta. Kapag hindi kami pakipot, napagkakamalan naman kaming easy-to-get, kulang na lang tawaging puta. Damn if you do, damn if you don’t. This is where the Pinoy double standard of morality comes into play. Madalas ko itong naririnig sa mga lalaki:

“Pare, nayari ko ang babaeng ‘yan.” Bakit hindi ko naririnig ang ganito sa mga babae? “Mare, nayari ko ang lalaking ‘yan.” hehehe Tsk tsk..one of these days, I tell you, one of these days.

A guy once asked me, “Ella, bakit ang bilis mo yatang umibig?” Huh??? Bakit, do I need to finish an entire course, Pag-ibig 101, to know how I feel about someone? Jeez, this is so simple for me, guys. Hindi mo na kailangang manghula o maghintay pa sa wala. If ever I fall in love with you, trust me, you will know. If you are not my type, mas lalong mabilis mong malalaman. Sa isang kisap-mata, basted ka hehehe.

Moral of this post

Kayo naman kasing mga lalaki, hindi kayo gumaya sa mga puti sa panliligaw eh. Look at these guys, they “pop” the question with a diamond ring! And what a question! “Will you marry me?” It’s either a yes or a no lang ang sagot, ‘di ba? Wala nang marami pang tsetse buretse. At kami namang mga babae, nakakatiyak kami na hindi paglalaruan ang puso namin dahil kasal agad ang sinasabi nila. Kapag ganito ang tanong, umaabot ang kilig hanggang paa.

Eh style ng mga Pinoy, ang kulet. “Mahal mo ba ako?” Yaaaak! Anong isasagot ko dito, “Oo mahal din kita”? Putsa, nakakasuka kaya! O kaya “Ella, tayo na bang dalawa?” Tayong dalawa ang alin? Ang mamamalengke? O kaya “How do you feel about me?” Ang sagot ko dito, ” What?? Layuan mo ako, you freak!!” Ano ‘to, tanong sa resume?

Guys, don’t give us a chance to say anything other than a yes or a no. Then give us that ring!! Hahaha!
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ngek! kalimot ko asa gi held. hehe.. tamad nko mg open akong outlook k grabe mg kaging ang laptop. grrr...

anyway, here are some pics.

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lan, nkuhaan jud nko pic c jk noh? haha... background lang na ang uban. hehe.. poise sad cla sa :D

sos, lany... ma boang ko k janeel. grabe!!! mamatay ko sa kaulaw. b4 mi nangadto sa picnic, ako cya gi ingnan na john kuhai pic c jk ug c matt. 4 petc girls. u know na ho. ingon cya ok. pg panguli na nmo, ng pa picture mi kauban iyang amigo, nya ni duol c jk, ingon cya, cya ra daw kuha. so ng pic nami. pg human k kalit ra bitaw niingon c janeel na, "can i take a picture of u, john? some1 requested, it's mellany." naboang na. ako bitaw cya gisikaran. nya hala nungog na cla tnan. nya cc jk k ngpakuha ra pud. sunod k nihirit na pud c janeel na, "how about d 2 of u 2gether?" hala kntyaw na pud. lami kayo dukdokon c janeel oi! ng pa picture na lng mi ni john para mahuman na. waahhhh... kaulaw. d na jud ko mo usab. mayo lng wla ddto c matt k apil pud cya sa akong mga target kuhaan pic. wla nko face i atubang ni john. huhu :(

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mariane on d game. i think she was out immediately. did not made a good shot. her ball was easily catched. she was furious. hehe...

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mommy magda...

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duane dako tiyan

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rasha, al beydoun (on blue) & mbiye ( ang itom).

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david & me on d move. oi kinsa nahan ni david sevako diha? mayo cya mo dula. humble ang choy. ingon cya dili dw, duol ra dw ang net k taas cya so mkuha niya ang bola. char! ng touch mi skin. hehe... ng kabangga mn ming duha sa pgkuha sa bola.
"akong nawong ron":
embarrassed embarrassed
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hehe... post na lng ko pics. nawong ni jigs ug ni janeel lang sa starring ron & with my short appearance lang b :D

pics were taken last sunday. aug 6/06. it was taken on the park right outside the church of Divine Child in Detroit. pa pic c jiggs ug c janeel para png send daw nila sa ilang mga misis. hay...mg kuyog aning nila duha k mingawon ko sa akong uyab. ako madungan pirmi nila k, "gimingaw nko sa akong wife, bay." grr... mangnita na lg nuon sad ko sa akong laki.

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"akong nawong ron":
bored bored
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ay sos nka abot na jud mi. grabe gilangtan ko :(
kapoya oi. tsk..tsk.. wla jud ko ni enjoy sa byahe. na stiffed neck pa ko. lisod kayo mo tulog sa economy. looya namo oi.

hehe... nindot akong room sa hotel. charos! png executive kung c janeel pa. suya cla. bati ilang room. haha... na mesmerize cguro c chad (front desk) sa ako mao gitagaan ko nice na room. charing! assuming...

friday, naa mi lear ron. kakapoy istorya sa mga tao. mahutdan ko english. na meet na jud nako c bayot ni lany, ug c another bayot ni lany. hmnn... ylan, dagko cla sa. duda ra ko. dili mga nawong nila imong gitan-aw pg meet nimo nila b4 noh?

ay sos, mayo lang di ay, absent c chuck. hehe... sunod nami kita. hala noh ingon c gefen mo work daw ko sa C++. gud thing daw na naa nako diri southfield k dili na kayo cla mg lisod communic8 nako. heller... oi unsa i-divide nako into 3 akong self? d pd! force labor na cla.

maiba tayo, hehe... so far usa pa lng ka puti akong na wafohan. naa ko nahan na black guy. laki kayo xa. kinsa kaha to? asa ba to cya ng lingkod oi. kduha pa lng xa niagi sa akong cubicle. tsk..tsk.. hard to find.

laag daw mi ugma value world. hay kakapoy. nahan ko mo tulog lang kaso lng mingaw sad sa akong rom. wla mn gud mtv. gamay ra kyo ilang cable chanels. duh!

oi mktn-aw na jud ko adult show. haha... unya mga 2 AM k sex live: porno 101. charing! memorize noh. hehe...
"akong nawong ron":
sleepy sleepy
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Geez… can’t take this telenovela off my mind. I got addicted to it. I love you, Young Jae! Sigh… he’s so cute! Pipol said, he looks like a mongoloid… duh! kever! For me, he’s the cutest.

Anyway, aside from Young Jae, I like Han Jeun too. She’s Young Jae’s love in the series. Jeun is pretty. Bagay cla ni Young Jae. Pray ko lang maging cla in real life. Kung di lang namn mapunt sa akin c Young Jae, better k Jeun na lng. The two of them look good together. Tsaka parang click clang dalawa talaga. Well, there’s a rumor na cla nga daw ngayon, ummnn… sana nga. It’s what I want. Mag boot ba! Hehe…

Isa pa, Yoo, Min Hyuk is cute too. Don’t like his personality lang. So serious. Kung sabagay ikaw ba naman ang mg my- ari ng halos lahat ng building sa Seoul. Natural lang na business like din ang dating mo. Di ko rin cya masisi if he fell in love with Jeun. C Jeun lang ngbigay kulay sa life niya. Kaya lang I like Jeun with Young Jae talaga. Sorry, Min Hyuk san :(

Ang di ko feel na character sa show ay c Kang, Hye Won. Ah sarap niyang patayin. I can so relate sa mga pasakit na binigay niya k Jeun. kung nandoon pa lng ako sa set nila, baka nasapak ko na ang bruha. Grabe she’s so irritating! Fully aware ba namn na she’s pretty. Tama nga yung sinabi ni Jeun, "who is she that she thinks she’s so mighty"! Bruha! Buti na lng d napunta sa knya c Young Jae namin ni Jeun. Hmmp…

Oh well, dibdibin ba naman ang Full House :D

Feeling close mi ni Young Jae & ni Jeun sa? Hehe..

Btw, thanks to Mrs. Elline Lachica Fabian for having me borrowed her Full House DVD. Hay naku... buti na lng so bait c Elline. Her DVD has been with me for 4 months na. hehe…

Isasauli ko na this month promise :D

Thank sad di ay k Garry "Bading" Leong; sa Full House DVD na iyang gi burn. Cge I treat ti ka kape in exchange for it. Later na lng ha... Poor pa ako ngayon. May ta kung oks lang ka sa tg 8 pesos na kape k karon dayun palitan t ka. hehe...
"akong nawong ron":
amused amused
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Ylan, hangyo ko 9 lang ako :)

1. Bags/Sandals – hehe… one of the reasons that I keep myself away from going much to Ayala & SM. Disgrasya akong bulsa aning mga butanga pirmi. I know I’m not rich, but I just can’t keep myself from getting one always. Once I found what I like, hay…patay na!

2. Korean Telenovelas – I got addicted lately. It all started with Full House. I feel in love with Lee Young Jae & Han Jeun’s tandem. Lee Young Jae was Justin & Han Jeun was Jessie on the version that was shown here in PI. The one I watched is in Korean. Borrowed it from Elline. Until now, I haven’t returned it to her. Parang ayoko pa. I just can’t miss seeing Young Jae’s face every morning. I have to see his cute smile before I go to work. Others say he looks like a mongoloid, bahala mo…bsta for me he’s gwapo!

3. Naruto – hehe…Japanese Anime (Major Collection). One my fav. The other is HunterXHunter ( 2nd major collection). Same with Full House, I got hooked on the two. Actually, I do watch any of these three everyday. I feel like I’m out of their world if I’ll stop watching. I know, balik-balik ra cya, but it makes my day complete if makita ko ilang mga faces. Weird noh!

4. Harry Potter Books – another collection. Ang tagal naman ng book 7 :(

5. Coffee – everyday na ngayon. Have to have a coffee drink every afternoon. My day in the office is incomplete if I get no coffee.

6. Badminton/Ping Pong/Tennis – my fav sports. I love ping-pong the most, but lately, I have no chance to play. Badminton is in these days so it’s the one I'm into these past weeks.

7. Blog – post dito; post doon :) I used to have lots of diaries. Lots, kasi di ko matapos-tapos sulatan ang isang notebook. When I see a new design na maganda sa mall, palit kaagad ako niyan & then changed diary na ako. Ever since I was in elementary, I love writing down what I think & feel. Kaya nga I still have my elementary notebooks. Can’t throw them away kasi sa mga pages nu’n my mga memories akong naisulat. Well, I need an outlet... kasi I was once a reserved type of person. I used to find it hard to share what’s running on my head to my friends. Lately lang ako medyo naging expressive. Thanks to my lalaki, he changed me. no paki ako nu’n sa mga pips around me eh!

8. Music (R&B/Hip Hop/Reggae/Love Songs) – if I need to concentrate on something that I do, I have to have music playing on my ear. I have to shut my self off from the noise of the pipol around me if I want to get done on my work. The louder the music the better.

9. Pets – di puedeng mawala to sa life ko. Sometimes I miss them more than I miss my parents, sister, & boyfriend. Dogs & cats are the most that I fancy. Shed lots of tears on my dogs & cats that passed away. Every night, I include them on my prayers. Isa cla sa mga greatest fear ko na mawala sa life ko.
"akong nawong ron":
accomplished accomplished
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waahhh...i feel so incomplete! istorya.net has been blocked by the IT pipol. now, how will i be able to see the buy & sell pets threads? grrr... huhu :(

good thing ang blogspot hindi pa blocked :D
pa'no na lang ang life ko if ila pud ning i ban...

"akong nawong ron":
disappointed disappointed
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Platonic...oh well :D
evrybody thought ur in love with each other, everything is perfect when ur together ka c. u have lots in common...swak na swak! lovers na lovers ang dating. what's the real score nga ba? wla lang..."friends only." OA, but true. not all who looks sweet together are lovers. galing na ako diyan. i can relate kaya nga i posted this :D

reminds me of the days. sigh!


THE PREMISE of this article lies on the principle that sometimes, loving a person doesn't mean it has to be romantic and loving a person for the rest of your life doesn't mean you have to end up marrying them. Can a man and a woman just be friends? I'd say yes and they should be.

Just because she made friends with you, doesn't mean she's planning to say yes if you court her. Not every girl who befriends you has an ulterior motive. Get over yourself. Don't flatter yourself. There is a reason why she befriended you, but don't automatically assume that it's because she wants to be your so-called girlfriend. If this will be the principle you'll follow every time someone accepts you to be her friend, you're gonna miss a great deal from the friendship.

Just because she's kind towards you, it doesn't mean she's ok with you courting her. There are people who are naturally sweet and kind. There are people who are innately good and no matter how wicked you seem, they just find it so easy to be kind to you. It doesn't mean she'll say yes. Don't put yourself through unnecessary stress trying to figure out if she's going to say yes or not. Because I think if she is, you won't have to guess, you'll know and you'll be very certain about it.

Just because she talks to you a lot, it doesn't mean she loves you already. You don't befriend a person if you absolutely abhor her, right? Chances are you make sense when she talks to you, or you're probably very patient listening to her. The two of you probably connect on some level but why does it always have to be assumed to be romantic? Being two intelligent, mature human beings, you need to accept that it's nice to share a cup of coffee over a stimulating conversation, and that you don't have to automatically put a romantic connotation to it. Relieve yourself of the pressure. It's just coffee and a shared interest.

Just because your friend's cute, it doesn't mean you already love her. This is the most amusing thing that hit me lately. People always assume that because your friend is cute or should I say, hot (because cute is a word you describe your high school crush while hot is a word you use to describe a chick) Let me just say this, at least from my own personal experience, I'm just nearsighted, I haven't gone blind. I can still appreciate God's creation! However, there will always be weird things, crazy things, stupid things that will keep you, believe me, from having a crush on her. Like, you'd know her really well, enough to judge what's good for you.

Just because you hang out with each other at times, it doesn't mean you'd end up being boyfriend-girlfriend. Self-explanatory... There are a thousand, no million different reasons why things don't always turn out that way. There is no one proven formula. For all we know, the reason why she likes hanging out with you is because she likes getting kikay tips from you. She probably just enjoys talking about the same stuff.

A dinner with a "girl" friend does not necessarily mean equate to a date. Especially if you're going dutch. Hello? Three things to consider: the place, the topic and how the two of you actually planned to meet.
"akong nawong ron":
amused amused
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